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via negativa

by Vess3l

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1.
genesis 06:38
word became flesh flesh became light and light became death and death became life life became sorrow happiness borrowed can't say the same ‘bout tomorrow for at the end of the day humanity stays or is that our mistake and when will we break for who You are who You are yea i’ve been there before at gravity's core only wanting more at memory's shore when i saw Your face or was that really the case ‘cause i couldn't see grace front of my eyes how i see real lies 'fore i realize You were already here and that's who You are who You are yea some things can't change and some things get blamed and i can't be reclaimed but i can't be the same once i hear Your name inside of my soul and now You're in control and i can't do this alone though the path You've made known on the way to approach with confidence Your heavenly throne to who You are who You are wait a second and time has passed what once were the lights now a rhyme surpassed the fingers snap and let the curtains rise surprise, demise now tries as a sans disguise i stand at the edge of a great expanse caught in an evasive cosmic dance from the moment when the eyes barely caught a glance just travelling down a road to Your 'notic trance regret how could one forget all the love and absence and presence that You put me through yet i find all that You are, the scars, were my design, assigned, the stars aligned, we bind bound, the sound but where can we be found if destruction from the noise is loud and the sky is ground yet to know that we have come so far now let the spiritual the physical mystically embody who You are riddle of joy from when i was a boy breathed new life hunger and strife and i was the aggressor and that was form that was lesser come to meet the Blesser yea it's pain it's loss but You bore the cost so that we could transform yea we've been reborn for who You are who You are
2.
depravity 06:32
was born to be a cause a cause of concern concern for a pause a pause for a turn return for a light a light that will fade a fade to white where white means repaid where white means repaid i don't know it's far to say when i found it yea something's wrong and i can't know no i can't feeling sorrow in my side no i don't got it together no i don't somebody anybody just take me to the chorus please i can't take thinking this through myself i was saved by poetics but they burned like filthy rags no everything anything was burning before i fell into your light light light light and i can see your light light light light
3.
off/on 06:33
i never was another but another was me whenever it gets on it gets on on me on me whenever it gets on it gets on on me on me that never was my fault you can never fault me whenever it gets on it gets on on me on me whenever it gets on it gets on on me on me not much to control no you can’t control me whenever it gets on it gets on on me on me whenever it gets on it gets on on me on me this is what I live for and what you live for ain’t free whenever it gets on it gets on on me on me whenever it gets on it gets on on me on me I never was a brother but a brother was to me whenever it gets on it gets on it’s on me it’s on me whenever it gets on gets on it’s on me it’s on me forever made the debtor but the debtor gets freed so whether it gets on it gets on it’s on me it’s on me so whether it gets on it gets on it’s on me it’s on me it’s on me
4.
in the darkness where I stood still abundant i found where dawn breaks and surrenders a light comes a sound the stars that gave the night a vision like lampposts ignite and all of a sudden the world awakens everything with that light i was blind but i was happy like a moth to your flame and the darkness how it faded revealing my shame the man who hid within shadows now a monster in your glow can you ever really ask yourself why everything must go and when the lights hit the equinox luminous yet scared drunken birds and tardigrades and flowers fangs bared rusted movements and the sounds of fear curious, i embark do you really want to see, my dear what lies in the dark my resolve rose like tranquil birds with feathers made of stone the light that shattered the dusk sky i never felt so alone the man who hid within shadows now a monster in your glow can you ever really ask yourself why everything must go i saw the universe in the darkness how strange to my eyes but weren’t we told that everything beautiful comes with a price? in the wake of that lantern flare while the beasts ran in dread i could only stare at the crumbling earth as the light began to fade [oh my love’s like a red, red rose that’s sweetly sprung in June oh my love’s like a melody that’s sweetly played in tune] the band played on through the dying light and the symphony grew loud but in truth it was a discordant song a gathering storm cloud the light grew dim and it all falls apart yet the music refused to cease fire erupted as the seas rose high stay with me won’t you please? though majestic it had to end i am unable to bear the pain amidst the frightening and the astonishing i pray i’ll see you again the man who hid within shadows now a monster in your glow can you ever really ask yourself why everything must go finally the light had disappeared nothing more than a spark and the lampposts grew dim once more as i’m left in the dark
5.
here’s the thing now’s a good time to say how you made it out of here ‘cause i can’t be the only that feels i suffer from not i am i was told there was nothing few, nothing new under the sun but if silence stirs God what if i am the only one? You said You wouldn’t give us more than we could bear well i can’t give him more than he can care, is that fair? no that’s my obsession and this my confession it’s toxic air make it clear is it near that this nightmare would end in its future tense or is it too good to let go too much for enough to blow that’s yedasentience yedasentience specters of the past harken to me listen listen listen do you hear the voice of an angel do you hear the voice of a brother calling trouble falling falling falling down silence as sacrificial rams much like sacrificial lambs lay heavy upon me accused conceived receive receive perceive perceive do I remind you of him he asks a shadow on my back darkness crawls up consumes me i see it consume me down down i know i know who i am i know what i do and think think for a second even so i know it’s not enough not enough i need more that's yedasentience yedasentience [no no you don’t don’t worry about the past I don’t see the darkness in you at all that's not you that’s not you it's enough, it’s enough it’s enough]
6.
hashivenu 10:24
hold me close i didn’t want to be wrong long gone gone before I wrote this song wrong wrong gone what if all that we were told was wrong wrong wrong wrong hold me long long long i’ve been through this before so many times before i want you to get off me i want you to never let me go go go go please go go go i’ve been through this before ‘fore ‘fore spinning like knives like nine lives we livin’ but there’s no prize high high all die fine try but i’ve said one thing and done another i’ve promised some things but not the others i’ve loved some people but not my brothers yes my brothers f--- my brothers but i need you here i want you i’m lying through my teeth saying i love you but it’s never really about you it’s me wrong wrong so long long long before the redeeming of creation before we family up in the sky high high but will i see you again can i even call you friend send send send but i don’t get no reception up in here hear hear or are there no angels in the demons no lovers in the plain no story in the highest no fullness of the name now i'm the only one just talking he don’t run but now he’s walking go go go no no but first hold me close [hashivenu hashivenu Adonai elekha v'nashuva v’nashuva chadesh chadesh yamenu kekedem] hold me close
7.
absence 07:03
i stood at the edge of a great expanse he took my hand and brought me to no promised land promised land and sinking sand you spoke at the edge of an absence that had grown in the dark where he had loved had loved love love and absence absence
8.
epektasis 09:44
i don’t know if lives could show it’s hard to withstand but i hold on with broken arms this God understands for faceless shows yet faithless grows the ground of our souls where greatness bold now graceless cold my heart stopped unfolds and breathe the life has come at last and see the light has come to rest we are now set free to bear a vision light’s precision love undertakes a word’s incision God’s collision holds me in place but You are here and i’m not nearly injured for You so speak it clear and i will hear the wounds that pursue believe the life has come at last and be the light He’s called to pass heal our eyes, let me see and bleed the light that conquered death and lead the life that's come at last yes breathe the life that conquered death and be the light he's called to pass here am i send me [et audivi vocem Domini dicentis quem mittam et quis ibit nobis et dixi ecce ego sum mitte me] [amen] [i love You, Lord and i lift my voice to worship You oh my soul rejoice take joy my King in what You hear may it be a sweet, sweet sound in Your ears]
9.
revelations 08:30
they say you can’t live no pleasure satisfy what do they know they say you nearly dead why even try what do they know what do they know what do they know they say you are what you are why bend to rules what do they know they say live for now why be so cruel what do they know what do they know what do they know but He knows i ya not what they see i am but He knows there is so much work at hand and He knows that me pressure no last forever and He knows when all said and done we be together ya we be together ya ya they say i ya don’t know what joy can be what do they know they say i ya not capable of love what do they know what do they know what do they know they say path i tread not da narrow what do they know they say what feel me body not of me soul what do they know what do they know what do they know but He knows a slowly expanding temple in the heavens but He knows every rock and tree human being ya expression and He knows me prayer confession divine intervention and He knows His design our discretion triune God in tension now He’s got our attention ya He knows on that gathering sphere ya He knows on that citadel collapsing all of my fears ya He knows time immortal gathering my tears ya He knows Salvation has come i know He’s here i know He’s here [Salvation is here Salvation has come and He lives in me]

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patchwork negative theology, strung together with personal failings and hung to dry by musical experimentation.
a dark, nuanced, and apologetic response
to a world yearning for redemption.

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released September 13, 2014

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Vess3l Hacienda Heights, California

We are an amateur music collective that aims to explore personal experiences through experimental soundscapes. We are imperfect vessels straining to convey the glory that comes before us.

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