thirst

by Vess3l

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1.
i'll come to your well to pull from your waters to drink of your water i'm under your spell a love like a father's to love like your father i've thirsted so long to hold like a brother be held like your brother our love is it so wrong to quench one another to drink from each other let me love you let me nurture you let me comfort you
2.
another one 04:01
to me you were the one one so afflicted similarly familiarly lost and alone that we for a moment shared in this debris we together forever still on our own maybe i was also holding too closely mostly i thirsted and yearned for your healing touch but of all the people falling for you i was just another one i was just another one another another one another one another one i am being forgotten wrecker of your joy reminder of your weakness this is the promise as one yearning to make amends not to enter into your life again i your sin repent condemned amen amen (amen) your life is moving on onto other ones i was never anything to you i was just another one i am just another one just another touch just another touch this is way too much another another one another one another one do you still feel the same do you do you you said you were grateful it was me grateful it was me do you still feel that way do you do you you were grateful it was me grateful it was me yes i still feel the same feel the same no i'm the grateful one grateful it was you but of all those who have hurt me those who've hurt me you are just another one just another one another another one another one another one
3.
new year 08:17
[one] they wrapped a bag around my head you ran your finger down my chest sitting nervous by my bed isolated on departing bus i wept [one] we shared our secrets to the stars gravel spinning bleeding scars never told me who you are my closest friend now swimming far swimming far [one] you wandered lonely from the group we sweated blood my love maroon you covered blankets on me in the room growing silence flowing on a flume [one] i brushed my hand upon your skin you fell for me and asked me when but i am His you are my dearest friend you texted rumors tumors of my broken life will end my broken life will end how can those who love me hate me they loved until they knew of me i thought being loved meant being known by you but once you know you don't want to so how can you so how can i so i and you can't love can't try (every new year is a new thing every new pain never ending)
4.
4_3 04:30
four things i need three will i never receive a strong warm embrace that says yes i belong a kind listen to all of the words in my songs a calm loving presence here when i depart a still small voice whispering into my heart four things i give three will you never receive a strong warm embrace that says yes you belong a kind listen to all of the things that went wrong a calm loving presence there when you depart a still-painful reminder of all of the darkness i made you take part four things i am three will i ever be a strong tacit oppressor that touches too long a kind but wounded creature that can't get along a calm fading presence that longs to depart a still stumbling child that yearns for His presence to dwell in his heart
5.
give up 06:00
Friday comes again too soon don't give up Spirit lead me out of here don't give up kindest touch is gone too soon don't give up forget the deed it's loud and clear don't give up darkness crawls across the room don't give up i must trust that help is near don't give up i can do this on my own don't give up growing thought inside my mind don't give up no one sees me all alone don't give up darkest places i will find don't give up i cannot pick up the phone don't give up speeding past i'm driving blind don't give up messages i don't receive i give up giving in to feel the love i give up promises i can't believe i give up living death from up above i give up righteousness i won't [can't] perceive i give up to dream the dreams You're dreaming of i give up pain and pleasure give to me they give up biding darkness only takes they give up earthly treasure drips on me they give up deed is done i hate the taste they give up loving you is loving me they give up throw it out i'm such a waste they give up i can't do this on my own give up seed that's planted in my mind give up God has made me all alone give up darkest sheep He's still to find give up you will not pick up the phone give up Son has seen me i am blind give up Friday comes again too soon
6.
shadows 11:42
i am the darkness clings tracing your distant steps put on your golden rings abandon me to these depths follow you closer still but closer is still too far i won't but know you will blind us to what we are shadows roam painful tomes darkness spoke love is broke shadows don't feel the light lovers won't stay the night i am the darkness stays empty but giving out rebel but still obeys glory to all your doubt i am a passing phase you had me when wrong and wild light of your fading gaze resting in wife and child shadows roam painful tomes darkness spoke love is broke shadows don't leave the ground children won't make a sound shadows roam painful tomes darkness spoke love is broke shadows don't see the light brothers won't stay the night shadows roam painful tomes darkness spoke love is broke shadows don't stay around lovers float hated drown shadows roam painful homes darkness spoke love is broke shadows don't cling to light darkest ghost fades from sight shadows roam painful homes darkness spoke love is broke shadows don't love the dark friend or foe all depart all depart
7.
thirst 16:20
i just keep driving don't know where to i'm growing tired of being too attached at the waist a bad aftertaste to latch isolate gray that i am don't die don't relate don't cry don't delay don't pry don't pray don't just don't i don't wanna love anymore don't wanna love anymore anymore i don't wanna try so hard to be loved anymore loved anymore just be alone don't pick up the phone just live on my own i just wanna be alone just be alone shouldn't be so hard i'm already on my own just be on my own this is how You made me how You made us so in need of love so in need of touch holy touch fading imprints on my skin grows cold far too much grow closer to me closer closer so far so far You've been so far so far from me closer closer closer now you've seen too much feeling more than touch emotion connection tangled in your web messed up in my head crying in your bed so easy to get hurt writing in the dirt saying that i only want a friend looking for a friend but neither knew just what it meant never enough never feel that holy touch drowning in salt water withering out losing life drink deeply all around me or drink nothing die of thirst die of thirst die of thirst dying of thirst dying of thirst i need flesh i thirst blood give me daily bread let wine pour out as a flood cleanse my head light above or bury me in salt instead deny me the least of loves where is this living water that i may no longer thirst where is the living Father whose chest i may lay my head to rest where is this bed You have prepared for me that i finally sleep where is this table You have set the banquet's for my enemies die of thirst die of thirst dying of thirst dying of thirst how could such beauty show me such love how could you beautiful friend not cut me off how could i a man in want do you so wrong how could i in all my want hurt you so long must i give in and seize it all hold both of you in either hand or longing more to be with You let you sink further through the sand must i deny your beauty must i deny you're good to me are you a cheapened Beauty is there no good in you and me or is it the light i see in you spinning in gravel flinging truth are you the incense burning up offering goodness beauty Love buried in salt i sink to death salt of the earth that lines my breath tasting of you i can't abide but you draw me out to thirst the Light death of this world to life above dead to the world alive in Love dying each day to live anew blessing of seeing Him through you you were a gift to me was i gift to you you were a gift to me was i gift to you the Giver He gives through you Lord would you give through me the Giver He loves through you Father please love through me you are a gift to me am i gift to you you are a gift to me am i gift to you His body was bled for you will the Body be bled for me His wings cover over you will your wings cover over me (am i a gift am i a gift) should i deny in whole or yearn for the whole of me should i be incomplete or is there much more for me am i a weight to you a burden of memory have i been good to you or selfish in treachery am i gift to you am i gift to me am i gift to you am i gift to me am i gift to You am i gift to me am i gift to You am i gift to me
8.
living water 05:36
oh come to the well come pull from the waters come drink of the water behold Emanuel the love of the Father be loved by the Father we've thirsted so long to dwell by the Father with Jesus our Brother Our Love it is so strong be held by your brothers come drink Living Water let me love you let me nurture you let me comfort you

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a lament of heartbreak, stigma, and desire from the perspective of the woman at the well.

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released August 1, 2019

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Vess3l Hacienda Heights, California

We are an amateur music collective that aims to explore personal experiences through experimental soundscapes. We are imperfect vessels straining to convey the glory that comes before us.

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